Letter Of Requests

If you ever had the opportunity to write a letter of requests to the demon taking residence in your mind

What would you feel like begging for?

Would you beg for a internal time machine

To  travel back to when you played with the darkness

Before the darkness played with you

Would you beg for silence

Would you beg for peace

Even the chase to be still

Without the constant companion of a pill

Would you beg for the echoing screams

To go limp at the tongue

Would you beg for the shades of emptiness

To turn into a  smile like a dove in the spring

Would you beg once again to walk at the side of god

Without the devils tutor tied to your hip

Would you beg to be able to sweep their words under the grass

Without the grass plunging daggers into your dreams

Blinding you from the future

Would you once again beg for your mama's soft voice or even to be encircled in the

fatherly smell of sawdust once more.

If you ever had the opportunity to write a letter of requests to the demon taking residence     

 in your mind

What would you feel like begging for?